Alive Diary

Dark, Dark empty nights started a friendship so deep.
But lost in these paths, no there's nothing left for me.
Every moment like this one, how do I bear?
I keep telling myself i've forgotten you.
But then reality strikes again.
Oh friend what have you done?
Brought a girl to life and killed her once again.
Tell me how is it so easy for you to forget?
Two moment's we spent, weren't they the best.
You lit up my world, but now it's dark again.
Serenity was never meant for me, but tragedy was the story I'll tell,
About my world finding someone else.
And killing me, every chance he get's.
Oh friend,
Please don't weep,
I don't blame you for the misfortune which saddens me
But i blame myself, I could have done things differently.
But that's the sad reality to this tragedy.
Were forced to grieve upon people so alive that we loose our selves not knowing why.
Oh friend,
If your listening, please understand.
Everything's hurting and I need you again.
I've lost this war and here I stand,
Letting go of something I never had.
Tell me how did you do it?
Was I that bad,
That I brought you too a conclusion to never see me again.
Tell me the truth, does it ache?
Every time you hear or see my name.
And tell me does it bleed?
Knowing that we've lost each other completely.
Oh friend,
Tell me how?
To stop missing you somehow
Because it hurts to much
Knowing the truth
That my worlds found someone new.
And killing me every chance it gets.
Reality take it easy now,
My hearts to weak.
And I've lost myself now.
Demons, I'm on my way.
Darkness I'm here to stay.
And friend i apologize today.
For being so easy to replace.